life.
life has an interesting way of changing all around you without you noticing it. i often wonder what happened to the season that hanging out with friends, drinking coffee, seeing movies, dreaming up perfect dates, and stressing about the final exam was my whole life. some of those friends fade as you move into jobs/careers, you marry, you have two families to accomodate (see previous post) and you now cling to your few married couple friends to help you learn how to do marriage (see previous post). then you learn that there are HUGE "issues" money, jobs, kids, family, health, houses, etc. i've moved from celebrating birthdays and weddings and baby showers to watching people struggle with infertility, losing children, having miscarraiges, and watching someone my age die of cancer. life takes turns that we sometimes don't see coming. do i live my life in such a way that in enjoy the here and now? or am i always looking for what's to come? when you're young, you c...